Dark July

I don’t know for where I can start this post, because this month was sad, very sad even though it bring happiness like birthday of my father, mother, newphew.
The birth of my father was july 8, but this year was the day of my brother’s death, one of the best brother I had, he departed after lost the fight with the cancer.
Maybe it that was the better for my brother after has two cirugy, his death was very sad because we can’t believe it that his smile turn off.
My brother was an excellent person, the guy that all people love it, many friends and clients cried his departed because he was very young, he had has four childrens, he danced like each day will be the final day. My mother is devasted, she cried a lot time.
Today we just can to see the videos from he and enjoy his hapiness while he lived togheter with us.

So long my brother.


Middle of year

Is june, middle of year, there are many things around my life.
Basic choices like studies, work, relationship, family, I can’t believe that the time past so fast, looks like if yesterday was january, but almost my son ended the first level at his school.
There are many things that need to make a choice for control and planing my future.
These days I have to save some money to take a little vacations with my sister, because she want to travel to US, but my budget is short.
She want to fly for first time in her live.
Is incredible that the family is separate for many reasons, like stupid discussions between family’s members.

The verbal violence

After one year I can see that the violence from she is the same. I’m a fool if think that she could be different with his mood, but the reality is like this time elapsed never happened.
The same words, the same violence.
I can’t think that would create a home with she, because she never will respect me. My children’s will be unstables about that kind of relationship between parents.
She doesn’t have the best communication with me, she try to give commands for each task the worst way, his mood is unsupportable because she can be two persons at the same time.
We search help from church for improve our communication and to know if we can live together, but it is impossible because I think that she don’t work for get harmony, the first step is the respect between us, but she thinks is joke say me words that unconfortable for me. Many people can advice me that improve our communication talk about unconfortable words but if she can stop the bullying is impossible.

That’s it.

The peace between us

Since march 24th I deciced to make the peace with the mother of my childrens because I think it will be the better for the health for them.
I maintained a conversation about the custody of my childrens with their mother one week ago, the mother of my children’s currently is very busy with complete her studies and she don’t has enough time for care their health and food. I don’t agree that she want to give me my childrens for some years while she complete her studies and some years later comes back for them I think that is no right. My childrens not are object or things that you can lend, if she thinks that, I think she is very confused because if we treat them like things, they will be unstable psychologic mind. They will no know where is their house, their home.
Sometimes when I talk with she, I can see that her mood and character is the same that we involved us in conflicts of interes and unstable home. The people no change never, could improve but never change.
My childrens should have a good life and grow up in a healty and stable environment.

Valentine’s Day

I’d like to write about this day, but I’ll begin saying that two days ago was carnival holiday, the people generally plays with water and they result wet them. This carnival celebration we get together with my family at Malacatos city that provide a great hot weather, many people go to this site, because they have their houses at there. With my family we enjoy of the great pork, ate a lot pork and drunk some cocktails prepared with milk and liquor.
Well, today is san valentin day, but currently I don’t have with who celebrate love neither friendship but least I have my childrends but they are with their mom, but I think about they.
Some of my friends receive gifts from their girlfriends at the office, they smile and share part of gift when it’s food.
Maybe I’ll buy some flowers for my sister and mother. We can celebrate this day with a great dish tasty. Today we have to celebrate the begin of cuaresma too, religion party that is the begin before pass fourty days before saint week when everyone catholic people remember the death of the Jesus.
This begin of cuaresma the people go to church and listen the ceremony, finally sign their front with a rood.

About the man preferences in the life

The life is sometimes very easy and other times very complicated, well in this article I’ll tried to write about the man preferences about the woman.

My personal opinion about the women is a little complicated but many own reasons, maybe many people think the same way about them but doesn’t matter in this article.

I think the man choose a woman with three goals.

The first goal I think the man choose a woman or have an attraction with she with the goal to have a sex with she, he choose a woman with good body, beautiful legs, big ass and titis. Because he thinks that he need a sexy woman for satisfy his sexual wish.

The second goal I think the man choose a woman for have babies, he thinks that need a beautiful woman for create a beautiful childrens with good genes.

The third goal and the most important for me is, when the man choose a woman for made a family. So the man thinks about the caracter, spirit values, good habits, regular mood because she will be the main person for teach good habits to the children and they grow up and will be a better persons for the family and the society. With good habits and good values will be the main support for the good home and family.


That’s my thinks about the man and his ideals and dreams about the women.

Sorry if my opinion is the worst or somebody thinks that I’m an idiot or I’m a machism.

PD: This post could has some grammatical errors but I have to say that I’m practice my english

Welcome to 2018

New year, new opportunities.

Well, I don’t know for where I should be starting, but my first goal for this year is write least one post for my blog in english. Many things are in my mind, I think about my family, professional projects. I wrote a list with projects for trying to accomplish one or least have an idea about what kind of projects I wrote.

Inside of personal projects I wrote some about cooking, courses and teaching for my childrens, I need to improve my skills with some programming tools like java, drupal, angular, ionic, python, jboss. I wrote about learn a new song for playing with my guitar.

I can see my co-workers with many task and making money with personal projects, sometimes I feel frustrating about that I spend a lot time watching social networks with things that currently doesn’t matter, I have read that it is called procrastinate but I don’t know what way I should to take. I think that some wonderful will happend in my life, like is coming down from the heaven but I know that is impossible because if you don’t planing nothing for you future, believe me, you are lost.

I spend hours and hours. I stolen my own time and opportunities. That’s suck, but I believe that could be possible accomplish some projects into this year and change my reality and opportunities.


With this post I know that I accomplish least one goal.